God I am in a Bad Mood today! I am all over the shop! wtf.
I have been working nearly all day, though I feel like I have not got anywhere! This makes me cross and annoyed and frustrated! My chapter is a MESS. My initial instinct that this chapter was bad was very correct. I am nearly there with ironing it out I think... which is ace and I would celebrate if I was remotely in the mood... but my concentration is poor and I can't help but feel meh. I think I am stressed and it is leaking out today whereas I normally stay pretty self contained.
I wonder if I have cabin fever too; I will definitely go out with beanie tomorrow, even if it is just out for lunch ;0) The weather is crackers here today, really very stormy so we have all been cooped upwith my bad mood rubbing each other up the wrong way.
I hate working but feeling guilty about doing it, and about wanting a break. If I go downstairs I get shooed back upstairs to work, which is great but I am going chapter-blind! I can hardly read any more! hehe. God I am whiny, I apologise mostestness.
Ok. Last ditch half hour of work, during which this chapter will be TAMED! And I shall cheer the f*ck UP!
x J
I have been working nearly all day, though I feel like I have not got anywhere! This makes me cross and annoyed and frustrated! My chapter is a MESS. My initial instinct that this chapter was bad was very correct. I am nearly there with ironing it out I think... which is ace and I would celebrate if I was remotely in the mood... but my concentration is poor and I can't help but feel meh. I think I am stressed and it is leaking out today whereas I normally stay pretty self contained.
I wonder if I have cabin fever too; I will definitely go out with beanie tomorrow, even if it is just out for lunch ;0) The weather is crackers here today, really very stormy so we have all been cooped up
I hate working but feeling guilty about doing it, and about wanting a break. If I go downstairs I get shooed back upstairs to work, which is great but I am going chapter-blind! I can hardly read any more! hehe. God I am whiny, I apologise mostestness.
Ok. Last ditch half hour of work, during which this chapter will be TAMED! And I shall cheer the f*ck UP!
x J
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