Arg I am really really disliking working today :0(
I have been stuck on the house for over a week and am starting to feel crazy and very unhappy. I am too ill to do anything strenuous though and Bean is really poorly and must stay in. Tomorrow will be another day in just him and me - can't get any friends over for a flu party ;0)
ARG. I hate it! And work SUCKS! I am doing it but it is dull and I am not entirely sure what I am up to. I hate that 'need to write' stage yet you aren't quite sure what direction the chapter is going in... And I know I have to write anything, but just really don't like working that way. I like to be more organised that that!
Anyway, yesterday I wrote the obligatory 500 words, and today I have juggled these about, written some more, done a good intro paragraph for my intro chapter and sorted out my subheadings for the discussion chapter. Now I ought to start some writing for said chapter but am unsure what, or WHY. WHYYYYYYY and I can't be bothered to rummage through notes and write stuff out when in the ack of my head I am freaking out that I may have to just delete it all when I 'come to' and get what the chuff this is all about!
Eeeeeeeek.
On days like this I think it is wise to have a 'write 500 words then leave' policy. That doesn't seem so stressful - 500 words is enough that it puts a dent in the overall mammoth taks facing me, but not so much that if it is rubbish when I come back tomorrow that I have wasted all that time and effort.
I shall do that. 500 words it is then BOOM, I am out of here. Hopefully I will know what I am writing and why by then?!
x J
I have been stuck on the house for over a week and am starting to feel crazy and very unhappy. I am too ill to do anything strenuous though and Bean is really poorly and must stay in. Tomorrow will be another day in just him and me - can't get any friends over for a flu party ;0)
ARG. I hate it! And work SUCKS! I am doing it but it is dull and I am not entirely sure what I am up to. I hate that 'need to write' stage yet you aren't quite sure what direction the chapter is going in... And I know I have to write anything, but just really don't like working that way. I like to be more organised that that!
Anyway, yesterday I wrote the obligatory 500 words, and today I have juggled these about, written some more, done a good intro paragraph for my intro chapter and sorted out my subheadings for the discussion chapter. Now I ought to start some writing for said chapter but am unsure what, or WHY. WHYYYYYYY and I can't be bothered to rummage through notes and write stuff out when in the ack of my head I am freaking out that I may have to just delete it all when I 'come to' and get what the chuff this is all about!
Eeeeeeeek.
On days like this I think it is wise to have a 'write 500 words then leave' policy. That doesn't seem so stressful - 500 words is enough that it puts a dent in the overall mammoth taks facing me, but not so much that if it is rubbish when I come back tomorrow that I have wasted all that time and effort.
I shall do that. 500 words it is then BOOM, I am out of here. Hopefully I will know what I am writing and why by then?!
x J
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