Arg I have spent the day bogged down in detail AGAIN. Why can't I just get on with it?! I seem to be unable to write unless it is right. D'oh.
My sup has just send me a book pdf that is exactly on my topic. I have to read it asap. I am reluctant, I HATE reading stuff on my topic, it scares the life out of me. I would much rather bury my head in the sand and just write my thesis now. I would lol but I am not in the mood!
I have so much to do, so little time, and seemingly, so little ability. Yes, I am blue about it all again. god I HATE this PhD.
I am going to get my bubs then make biscuits with him (how, I am sooo mardy) and when DB comes home come back to work asap. I just don't know what I am doing and I won't be able to sleep until I have sorted this out! Ug but I need a holiday. My brain is frying and my stress levels are uppity up up. I am going to have my walk to get the bean and have a good talk to myself and try and put this whole thing into perspective. I mean, it is jsut a piece of work, right? it isn't worth losing your mind (or health) over is it? Just do a little at a time, work on a sentence here and there and don't worry so much.
Really, it isn't a big deal and remember NO ONE EVEN KNOWS THIS WORK EXISTS. IT WILL NEVER BE READ BY ANYONE BUT YOU AND YOUR EXAMINERS. IT IS JUST A BIG OL' ESSAY.
Don't sweat it.
Better now. God I'm good.
x J
My sup has just send me a book pdf that is exactly on my topic. I have to read it asap. I am reluctant, I HATE reading stuff on my topic, it scares the life out of me. I would much rather bury my head in the sand and just write my thesis now. I would lol but I am not in the mood!
I have so much to do, so little time, and seemingly, so little ability. Yes, I am blue about it all again. god I HATE this PhD.
I am going to get my bubs then make biscuits with him (how, I am sooo mardy) and when DB comes home come back to work asap. I just don't know what I am doing and I won't be able to sleep until I have sorted this out! Ug but I need a holiday. My brain is frying and my stress levels are uppity up up. I am going to have my walk to get the bean and have a good talk to myself and try and put this whole thing into perspective. I mean, it is jsut a piece of work, right? it isn't worth losing your mind (or health) over is it? Just do a little at a time, work on a sentence here and there and don't worry so much.
Really, it isn't a big deal and remember NO ONE EVEN KNOWS THIS WORK EXISTS. IT WILL NEVER BE READ BY ANYONE BUT YOU AND YOUR EXAMINERS. IT IS JUST A BIG OL' ESSAY.
Don't sweat it.
Better now. God I'm good.
x J
2 comments:
Dissertation agony. I am in the process of wrapping up the whole thing. And yet I am growing increasingly resentful and angry. I just spent 10 minutes screaming and cursing in the shower. I cannot wait for this to be over.
It's ok. It's only work, please don't stress too much. It will be over soon...
x J
Post a Comment