And so phase two of evilness begins.
I have cried over it already this morning and think this is probably a good sign, but yes, the work is starting to take on monstrous proportions. Having a good cry here and there is probably par for the course now and as long as I don't let the worry and fear and horror overcome me too much and just keep ploughing on, head down, shoulders hunched, it might be ok.
The chapter, basically, is shite :) I have a LOT to add, a lot to subtract and basically every page has been scrawled over. Eek. I have three days to do this which is causing me to panic.
However, I have crisps, I have yum yums, I have biccies; Bean is usually asleep by 7.30 now so I have a few hours each evening to work; and i have the motivation of not wanting to be weeping on xmas day! And, if nothing else kicks my butt, the fact that Sup is working so hard on it surely must guilt-trip me into doing something! My poor Sup.
He said he is on chapter 6 now (of eight and the last will be a shocker - he will hate me) and it is very repetitive which doesn't surprise me but if that is the most remarkable thing about it I am delighted. Repetition I can deal with - not having a thesis or having to rewrite the whole thing again - notsomuch!
x J
I have cried over it already this morning and think this is probably a good sign, but yes, the work is starting to take on monstrous proportions. Having a good cry here and there is probably par for the course now and as long as I don't let the worry and fear and horror overcome me too much and just keep ploughing on, head down, shoulders hunched, it might be ok.
The chapter, basically, is shite :) I have a LOT to add, a lot to subtract and basically every page has been scrawled over. Eek. I have three days to do this which is causing me to panic.
However, I have crisps, I have yum yums, I have biccies; Bean is usually asleep by 7.30 now so I have a few hours each evening to work; and i have the motivation of not wanting to be weeping on xmas day! And, if nothing else kicks my butt, the fact that Sup is working so hard on it surely must guilt-trip me into doing something! My poor Sup.
He said he is on chapter 6 now (of eight and the last will be a shocker - he will hate me) and it is very repetitive which doesn't surprise me but if that is the most remarkable thing about it I am delighted. Repetition I can deal with - not having a thesis or having to rewrite the whole thing again - notsomuch!
x J
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