I'm really blue today!
I don't know why, I just feel like work is getting me down. It is really, really boring the pants off me and I still have soooooooooooooooo much to do. Checking everything is a nightmare, I need to really concentrate and everything is just getting me down. Am not able to think 'well, another page down!' at all, just more more more to do.
Am really tired I guess. I didn't have a break because I didn't see the point, might as well slog on. I have worked all day but not really accomplished much. is really slow going today so I feel rubbish. So much to do. I might just slope off when Bean comes home and not come back. Have a break and lick my grumpy wounds, then come back tomorrow sparkling and enthusiastic again.
I don't like that I have done so little today despite working all day. I don't like how much my back hurts slouching over this desk. I am so bored and unstimulated. I hate the can of worms editing can be - finding refs that need sorting out and can only be done by going to the bloody library :(. Grrr. I also don't like the fact I have left the house once in nearly a week because of pregnancy complications. I miss my walk to get Bean and feeling useful and part of his life in that way. I feel like a lazy slug just sat here waiting for Bean and DB to leave/come back. I hate it! I will do the childcare run tomorrow unless it snows or something, I need to get out just for a wee walk.
I know i should be positive about something to cheer myself up but I just don't have the energy. It is all rubbish! Boo hoo.
x J
I don't know why, I just feel like work is getting me down. It is really, really boring the pants off me and I still have soooooooooooooooo much to do. Checking everything is a nightmare, I need to really concentrate and everything is just getting me down. Am not able to think 'well, another page down!' at all, just more more more to do.
Am really tired I guess. I didn't have a break because I didn't see the point, might as well slog on. I have worked all day but not really accomplished much. is really slow going today so I feel rubbish. So much to do. I might just slope off when Bean comes home and not come back. Have a break and lick my grumpy wounds, then come back tomorrow sparkling and enthusiastic again.
I don't like that I have done so little today despite working all day. I don't like how much my back hurts slouching over this desk. I am so bored and unstimulated. I hate the can of worms editing can be - finding refs that need sorting out and can only be done by going to the bloody library :(. Grrr. I also don't like the fact I have left the house once in nearly a week because of pregnancy complications. I miss my walk to get Bean and feeling useful and part of his life in that way. I feel like a lazy slug just sat here waiting for Bean and DB to leave/come back. I hate it! I will do the childcare run tomorrow unless it snows or something, I need to get out just for a wee walk.
I know i should be positive about something to cheer myself up but I just don't have the energy. It is all rubbish! Boo hoo.
x J
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