Monday, 17 December 2012

Grumpy and anxious!

Oh I am a moody bugger :)

I woke up very early this morning with Bean and am therefore a huge grump anyway, and then he was playing up all morning!  Grrr.

BUT generally I am very grumpy because I am super duper keen just to work :)  I don't want to clean up porridge or negotiate fire engine pistol jets or clean the house or sort out xmas decorations!  I just want to sit here for hours and hours and get some headway on this chapter.  I also woke up with The Editing Fear that, in a haze of post-chapter completion optimism, I had made up the fact that this chapter should be easy so am still nervous and antsy about it.  Then I fretted about how little time  have left considering I still have to type out my interview info and sort out the bibliography and the appendices... 

Arf, I am just fretting!  Silly... but necessary in a way... I can't relax too much can I if I want to get this done.

Anyways.  Am so nearly there!  Submission two weeks today!  WOW.

x J

 

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