Stressed

I am stressed. There is not much else to say! I am a bear with a sore head. I am irritable. I am the Grouch.

I have so much work to do but am being so distracted by money worries, travel and accommodation worries, clothing worries, RA worries (yes I had another email proving what a dolt he is being and my WORD he winds me up - if he hasn't understood why doesn't he SAY, don't just nod your head and agree with me stupid man) and just STUFF. I am sure I am just in a whirlwind that will work itself out as I also seem to be worried about things I can't control like books I ordered last week and emails I am waiting on to confirm things. I can't do anything about these things yet they are on my 'to-do' list of things to (worry about) do before next Wednesday when we leave for India. Daft mare.

I honestly am really looking forward to being stuck on a plane for hours with nothing to do but eat, watch naff films on those little teles, sleep, play scrabble and read. The plane journey will be my holiday I reckon!!! :0P

Am going to settle into doing some blinkin reading and at least try and ameliorate one of my concerns! Really should take myself off and do some exercise and get out of the house but I just don't have the time.

Oh good news though - I got my maternity tankini (! stupid word!) through in the post this morning and it's fab, plenty of room for me and bean - which is more than can be said for much of my wardrobe atm!!! And we got our first purchase for Bean, a little Beanie hat (is as far as our imaginations can stretch at this point!) which is just the cutest and I haven't let go of it yet - is like my talisman against all this worry and shite!!

Ug. Roll on maternity leave... ;0P

x J