Grrrr

I have been too ill to work today :( 

I woke up this morning and couldn't move for tiredness; DB had to take Bean to the childminder's and I went back to bed and slept until lunchtime...  Feel much better now but still really sore muscles (overdid it yesterday with all the walking and hoiking bean about) which is odd but who knows and just so tired. 

I cannot make any plans for tomorrow which I just hate, I do not like being so out of control.  If I wake up and feel ok I will work, if I don't, I won't.  Am so scared of being back on Tuesday and needing to come back at full pelt.  I don't know how I am going to achieve that, but also know I cannot work out how I will feel tomorrow let alone Tuesday so just have to sit and wait.  (hmm)

Tomorrow night we are off to the South for a lovely, fun, relaxing weekend away from work stress, family around to help out with Bean, a wedding - and a whole day and night away from Beanie for the first time since he was born (bar the night we had to go away to a wedding because babies weren't allowed and I hated it) with booze and dancing and happiness and a whole world of people who don't know about my misery :)

Till tomorrow then...

 x J