I went to the drs and have been told NOT to work and been signed off for three weeks with stress.
Is actually depression (I thought I might be a bit depressed but didn't think a dr would think I was too) but I don't want Uni knowing that. Apparently my miscarriage was the worst type to go through, dragging on the way it did and is perfectly normal to feel so shit afterwards, which is very reassuring. I said about how I couldn't work at all and thought it was all so stupid and she said that I would at the moment so not to even try.
I am not sure what I am going to do. I really would like to have this finished by the time I go to Italy in September. I think I might give myself next week off for the jubilee etc and also DB is off work for nine whole days... so would be a good time to take my mind off things, try and have some fun and hopefully cheer up a bit :) Then start work again after that but slowly. I dunno, hopefully I'll feel better and mor positive and capable and able to concentrate then - basically be a different person ;0)
Need to have a look at when I meant to be finishing, am so confused about my deadline now! Then work out a comfortable schedule within which to finish by Sept. Slowly, slowly catchy monkey.
x J
Is actually depression (I thought I might be a bit depressed but didn't think a dr would think I was too) but I don't want Uni knowing that. Apparently my miscarriage was the worst type to go through, dragging on the way it did and is perfectly normal to feel so shit afterwards, which is very reassuring. I said about how I couldn't work at all and thought it was all so stupid and she said that I would at the moment so not to even try.
I am not sure what I am going to do. I really would like to have this finished by the time I go to Italy in September. I think I might give myself next week off for the jubilee etc and also DB is off work for nine whole days... so would be a good time to take my mind off things, try and have some fun and hopefully cheer up a bit :) Then start work again after that but slowly. I dunno, hopefully I'll feel better and mor positive and capable and able to concentrate then - basically be a different person ;0)
Need to have a look at when I meant to be finishing, am so confused about my deadline now! Then work out a comfortable schedule within which to finish by Sept. Slowly, slowly catchy monkey.
x J
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Hey Janey
Been away a couple of weeks only to return to more bad news at your end! So sorry to hear how awful you're feeling at the moment, and heck, it is totally understandable. Good on the doc's for supporting you properly though, god knows they don't do it very often! There's nothing much I can say to help you with your lot just now I suspect - and in any case I'm incredibly clumsy with saying the right things in these situations - so I just wanted to say that I'm with you in spirit and keeping all available extremities crossed for your speedy return to good health and happier days. Much love!!! B x
Thanks B. I am getting better and nearly, nearly back at work. Next week I reckon. What a shit few months but time is a great healer :)
Thanks for your support :) Hope your work is going superbly!
x J
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