Arf I haven't done shit all today. I can't concentrate.
i know on the one hand there is stress. And on the other there is procrastination. And at the moment I don't know which camp I fall into. Friends and family say the former, and I do try and work and can't even work on my deadlines. I can always do planning if nothing else! I can't.
But all I do is hang around the house :) Or garden (beautiful weather!). I feel like a spare part, and lazy. I suppose I have to get bored enough... I am not bored enough yet. And when I go back to it and realise how little time I have to do everything I panic again and drift away. So am neither on r and r OR working. Is ridiculous.
Hmmm. I shall think about what to do. I might in fact NOT work at all tomorrow, just sod it, come back on tuesday and by then I would have had aaaages off and really, it should be time to work.
yes.
x J
i know on the one hand there is stress. And on the other there is procrastination. And at the moment I don't know which camp I fall into. Friends and family say the former, and I do try and work and can't even work on my deadlines. I can always do planning if nothing else! I can't.
But all I do is hang around the house :) Or garden (beautiful weather!). I feel like a spare part, and lazy. I suppose I have to get bored enough... I am not bored enough yet. And when I go back to it and realise how little time I have to do everything I panic again and drift away. So am neither on r and r OR working. Is ridiculous.
Hmmm. I shall think about what to do. I might in fact NOT work at all tomorrow, just sod it, come back on tuesday and by then I would have had aaaages off and really, it should be time to work.
yes.
x J
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