RIP Chaz

Well reader, chaz has passed away. Poor mite, he was such a funny little thing. The kitchen seems a bit bereft without him now.

Am terrified about Tuesday. Am waking in the night fully aware of some new way I could have presented my arguements, or written it more concisely etc etc. I should hear from my sup tomorrow. I have a horrible feeling it will be a scary and acerbic email, simply because I know he is cross that I have set up this meeting for after the bank holiday. I know that the best thing I could do is look at it. Not knowing and assuming it's awful when I could look at it and realise it isn't is silly. But what if it is?!!

Going to gym later. This will probably rid me of some of this nervous energy.

x J