Arf I am still full of PhD induced wrath :)
I am so angry and stressy! I am really angry that the childminder didn't say anything about having a day in lieu after her taking yesterday off. I am sure it is unfair to pay for a day of childcare that she cancels and then get neither the money nor the day back :( I NEED that day! Those five hours are precious, precious, precious to me :(
I didn't want to say anything because I am full of rage so left quickly and took my rage to co-op whereupon I bought bacon frazzles, pom bear crispies, a nice pumpkin seed bun for lunch and some white chocolate crispy stuff. Then I came home and took my wrath out on some veg and making a peasant soup. No one can surely stay full of rage eating a lovely, homemade peasant broth soup. Can they?! I need some veg. I need vitamins. I need brain food.
I have done ten mins of work and it is going spiffingly well. I am pretty excited and jittery and just waiting, waiting for the chapter to get all fucked so I have to do more reading or something. I Do Not Want To, I just want it to bladdy END!
Rage.
I was so rageful last night that I did not speak to DB once I finished work up here at 10pm and barely said goodnight. I just came up to bed and turned the light off so I could lie in bed fuming.
Only until Xmas. Only until Xmas.
x J
I am so angry and stressy! I am really angry that the childminder didn't say anything about having a day in lieu after her taking yesterday off. I am sure it is unfair to pay for a day of childcare that she cancels and then get neither the money nor the day back :( I NEED that day! Those five hours are precious, precious, precious to me :(
I didn't want to say anything because I am full of rage so left quickly and took my rage to co-op whereupon I bought bacon frazzles, pom bear crispies, a nice pumpkin seed bun for lunch and some white chocolate crispy stuff. Then I came home and took my wrath out on some veg and making a peasant soup. No one can surely stay full of rage eating a lovely, homemade peasant broth soup. Can they?! I need some veg. I need vitamins. I need brain food.
I have done ten mins of work and it is going spiffingly well. I am pretty excited and jittery and just waiting, waiting for the chapter to get all fucked so I have to do more reading or something. I Do Not Want To, I just want it to bladdy END!
Rage.
I was so rageful last night that I did not speak to DB once I finished work up here at 10pm and barely said goodnight. I just came up to bed and turned the light off so I could lie in bed fuming.
Only until Xmas. Only until Xmas.
x J
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